love bird

i go to McD just now..and saw to love birs in front of me studying. they seem so happy and i jealous of them..i really feel i want be in that situation. i really miss some1 hold my head..i really miss some1 hold my hand..all those feel that we been cared, we been loved. i really wish i had it now.. last time, when i in this situation, i always say to myself, this holiday i will meet cayra, had have our happy moment..hahaha...but now..i say to myself..i have no one to do that.. i just have to hold my self..no more warm feeling..no more hug..i just a lonely desperate guy..sad..