is been a while i don't talk to you, i do think of you all the time, i do wan to tell everything, the problem is, is all about sadness. Hehe. The funny thing is, is your name, sadness and loneliness. The only obstacle is there lots of people i been friend recently, i just can't afford to lose them just because i'm sad.
i know the solution is just private you, but i can't do it, the reason i create you is to tell every1 that i'm a useless people, to get help, i know there is people are doing their best, got healer but she got silent. I really wish i can tell everything in here.
x'mas is soon, i have no mood for it, but inside me, giving is better that just keep for myself. even i don't enjoy this season, i planning to give, at least people smile wan make me happy. So, anything? who knows i will be the next santa.
this year end which mean is almost 1 year. I know some1 enjoy their life. Twilight, i wish i'm bella, i feel i'm really her, is true i'm sitting there for months, is true i had bad dream, is true i saw her illusion, is true i'm happy wit some1 else, is true i still want her, but is not true we way we break up, is not true she think of me, and is really not true the ending that everything been told is just a lie. I wish the story is exactly like that, everything is exactly true.
Hello there. No matter how much pain you are in now, there are certainly many ways to let go of it. It's just that you're being so weak, melodramatic and feeling sympathy for yourself hoping that everyone should see your situation. Be strong to face it. You keep on telling that you're useless to yourself. The moment people read your self impression, they started to hate you because you create the impression to others. You need to know that no matter what, you have to fight this. Whoever the girl that you're still love will never going to get back to you. Let her go. It's the only way. I'm here to consult you if you need me.
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