answer in my heart

hey..i don i perasaan or wat... but 1 thing is sure.. i would never hate u....i saw u in arm or other guy... rejected me thousand times..times had passes yet the feeling still the same... only a broken heart the broken and broken again.. i try to be nice and stay out ur way.. my journey is like in sitting on the car, beside my car is with a tint glass. i can see u where heading, but really cant see wat happening inside the car... i dont know when the journey end, may be infront is a forked road where it spilt... but i try my best get back to u... i know u got lots of this inside ur life, things that u cant be comminted..u should be more understanding on your needs and ur life.. sorry.. wat had u done is already passed, u ever forgive me for wat i had done, i would do the same, our moment is precious and have that moment once again i all i dream off.. i know i dream alot, wishing everytime and hope the impossible... but u know it and care about it...

as we grown up, you had ddevelop your mind, to be somebody else.. i know u always choice the right path.. u know the outcome are for ur best..keep moving forward and have all the help u need... i know the pass i always tell u wat to do, for my best, i could be forget wat teamwork mean.. i thanks for ur patient and ur caring altidude..but now, nothing can change ur mind becauese wat i had done you, you realise is bad, you heart are not feel the same way as before.. how i wish u give me chance again, i'm sure this time i would open my eye and ear..

the way u leave, the way u run away... i have to say is a brave move.. one in this world albe to be tat strong, with every1 around u opposite opinion, i have turn them against u, i know u still got ur friend that help u escape the devil.. i know am i bad person, no word can change ur heart now.. our time together had change u alot, i think u know that, u from trouble girl to be a strong independent sucesfull girl that live the life in the fullest..

time had passes and i still misses..i unable the forget the pain, the joy... i know i need to move forward, in lonely path.. and sad path.. my life now are empty..i keep finding oppornity the feel my jar, yet, i dont have that much luck.. i try..try.. there not thing perfect in our life... each person had its own weakness..

i know u still look on person the u left, i know that u still care... u happy for them if there are happy too...hehehe.. i know u are a caring person.. lastly.. i want to tell u just keep move forward... forward ur career, achive ur dream, show that u are bettter person but dont compare it.. a better person can mean u out of sins and able to contribute to the world..

this were inside me since yet yesterday... i feel regret if i dont tell it.. i know that is not for me, is for fathers day, but i feel it is same apply to me....well... happy dreaming syl.... keep move on sylvester... got i job... feel missing in this world and my life... i wish thing change again... just pick up the phone and call.. i too heavy to do
it.. hope u can do it