look out

Hi.. There a lot i want tell you all.. At sunday and monday.. But nothing interesting. Sunday is very difficult for me.. I go to church.. My eye always on the look out for her.. I scare to meet her.. And i keep looking on the car.. Haha.. Is a hard day for me.. My mind feeling scare to meet her because just scare to see she wit other guy.. I need to move on..

so.. Anything happen at monday.. Nothing much.. I need to make a to do list, because everyday i feel i want to do something but i don't do it.. I hate my life.. I need to be happy.. I need stop thinking about her..