stress out

Today.. I feel quite stress out.. Not that i do anything.. I just at home playing games.. Well.. Sometimes my mind mess up.. I think too much.. I think about th pass.. It make me happy, i can't deny it.. But at same time, it just a memories.. I wish i can have new 1. But it just not that simple, none are coming.. I really need it..

so.. What do i really think? Is my pass.. I think later i will tell.. I really miss her now.. Do i know she already got some1 else? I don't know.. I really don't want to know.. i scare to know.. Each time i think of it, i got a creep feeling.. Ish.. Now i'm scare.. My head feel dizzy.. Please lord.. I can't take it..