my mind always say to me this quite often.." wake up syl, stop dreaming, she wit some1 else, and the other she also got some1 else, u have nothing now..wake up...stop dreaming... u life suck and get over with..grab some beer and just admit ur life sucks..come on syl....u destroying urself...u just hurt urself even more if u keep dreaming something that is imposible..."
do i listen wat my mind say to myself...i know this world is suck and fulll of suffering...my logic always say that to me...but i like to keep dream all wonderful thing...sadly..inside me also struggle to choose... i hate myself because of that...i hate my life...hard for me be positive...and i always being stubborn..stuborn to every1 and myself..
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