Hello. Tears always flow. It never. Stop. Move on and scare the past. Heart always feel like pain.

No matter how forward looking, it always fall down

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Depression

Yes. I think I got it. But is not a big deal right? Haha.

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Long time

So long didn't update this blog. I'm in trouble with myself. Is hard for me to explain what going on, it had worry me forever. Is wish to say more but I can't.

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Ok. Today start working. No more holiday till x'mas which is kinda long way to go. My mind trouble me for some times. I try to admit that it wont end up failure, but success, i hope so. I been thinking about this for almost a month and yet still no result.

i don't want to wait longer. Tomoro is the day. I think. Give me strength.

oh damn... sorry about last post... i just found out she gonna tie the knot soon... so... gonna move on soon... hehe.. i'm happy for a reason...although i still chasing a dream, everything still uncertain. i still worry the outcome. well hope the best for me. and valentine day is coming soon.. that wat i'm worry about.

old stuff inside car

The car still got your stuff. It remind me of you. Your checklist of what to buy, it remind me of your big round word, the way your write, i once admire it, compare wit my writing, yours is unique. I also found your medical record, since small you always go to clinic. I also found your contact lens tear drop. It remind me of your big round contact lens.

all those stuff, i never wanted to throw away, it remind me how we spend our time inside the car. But yesterday, i started to throw it. Is been like 2 or 3 years, i lose count, yet, the scar haven't heal. Keep remind me that every step i take, i need to carefull, i don't wan add another line of scar.