Another emotional post. Don't read it this. Haha.

i know what i feel now, is sad. I'm sad because i feel that i make a mistake. I feel that i'm a boring guy. Really back to to old self again. My heart tell me don't go too fast. Really don't be desperate. I'm not. I just hate living like this. Being happy or acting happy.

well. Will stop again and wait a while to try again.